natalie c. felix

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New interprets Old
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there's this sadness
lurkin' in me,
i'm not quite sure
how i'm Feeling...

3-year old girl's
my mirror,
in a world
that thinks that
growing stops...
levels out-

dilapidates...

seems i can't subject
my-Self to this Fate.

how DO we teach
our-Selves
to communicate...
our growing states?

i may have
been There yesteryear
but today,
i'm telling you Man,
i'm Here...
but, seems you're not hearing me...
interpretin' in the same Old Way...

i struggle to swim...
but the drama is pulling me in...
and my old Self lies...
struggles to stay alive...

even though we both know
she can't hang with the Flow...
i still let her tow me
down that trampled road.

i've seen It so many Times...
i Thought i might be Wise-her this Time.

recognize the Myth
for what It Is...
a fleeting mOMent,
a stone thrown into the Wind...
caught by Water,
just to settle in Earth again...

the Ripple Effect.
dips into my meridians...
i Feel giddy...
from its Resonance...
it's not-so-hidden Presence.

i have this Sense?
It's... All... One.

Intuition pushes me forward...

toward the Goal of:

Unity...
Community...
Understanding...

i Align my-Self to
All this meaning
Release it,
let it Go...
only i can Imagine
what can been sown...

like Gollum
i build a column
between her and i
using three Eyes
and a Connection,
strengthened by the
acknowledgement
of Its existence...

i can no longer resist this
invitation from the Light Side...

i follow Cib
to the ends of the Uni-Verse...
i've rehearsed this journey
in my Mind...
the Reality of it,
takes me by surprise...

but Opening Eyes Will
do that some-Times...

through the Spiral
I unwind...
sink into my-Self...
the New Verse
waits to burst
through the cracks
of a Psyche
that never intended
to stay for so long...
just a learning tool...

pick it up...
use it-
pass it on...

Ground New Information,
incorporate Evolution
into the Solution...

to fill The Void...

the discrepancy...

between Me-

and who I used to Be.


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